Ctrl-Alt-Defeat

I have never been so disappointed in myself.
way to go, loser.

I ended up getting the bronze metal after a couple more matches of losing and winning.

You have always been the one to let go. I'm happy you know what you want. Him over me. That's fine though, I have other friends who wont keep me second best anymore. I loved you too much to get what i got in the end. It's alright, it's alright.

Just go; please don't go.

"We got down tonight, with words and with wine
And as you carried me home, I knew I'd never be right
In your eyes
We changed all the signs, controlled all the lies
And I, I can't change the past that brings you back to these halls
And how long I've gotta go
How long, how long I've gotta go, how long
On and on so far to run I'll shy and turn away
On and on so far to run I'll shy and turn away
In and out of love and life I'll fall and run away
On and on and on
But that ship set sail so long ago, turn away
We got down tonight, you seemed so surprised
But I, I've watched as the calls go in and out of your house
And how long I've...
Hey now, I know what's on your mind
On and on so far to run I'll shy and turn away
On and on so far to run I'll shy and turn away
In and out of love and life I'll fall and run away
On and on and on
Never gonna hurt you, never gonna say it all
Never gonna hurt you, never gonna say it all
Only gonna hurt you if I have to say it all"

I love you, and I'm happy.

Family.

float on.

Soo, i have a best friend. She's the most important thing to me right now; even if i'm having a hard time showing it at the moment. She knows i love her. She's the only mature friend i've got, other than kaila fast. She accepts my decisions, and helps me get better and influences me to do better. I love my best friend, I love my shelby.

Thank you for making me feel like home.