I just lost my first match for gold. I guess I'm going for bronze again.I'm not happy with that.I want to be better than I am so I'm going to keep working harder and harder and if I keep losing than that just means I'm not good enough for the sport. So now I'm hudled in my monkey sleeping bag, listening to soft music, and trying to calm down.three pounts. That's what I lost by. The reff kept saying I was out but I wasn't. That's bullshit.