Love is watching someone die,

So who's going to watch you die?

Sunrise, Sunset.

Sunrise, sunset.
Sunrise, sunset.
Swiftly go the days.
Sunrise, sunset.
You wake up, then you undress.
It always is the same.
a sunrise and the sun sets.
You’re lying while you confess, keep trying to explain.
a sunrise and the sun sets you realize
then you forget what you’ve been trying to retain.
But everybody knows it’s all about the things
that get stuck inside of your head,
like the songs your roommate sings
a vision of her body as she stretches out on your bed.
and she raised her hands in the air asked you,
When was the last time you looked in the mirror?
cause you have changed.
Yeah, you have changed.
Sunrise, the sun sets.
You are hopeful and then you regret.
The circle never breaks.
With a sunrise and a sunset there’s a change of heart or address.
Is there nothing that remains?
For a sunrise or a sunset.
You’re manic or you’re depressed.
Will you ever feel ok?
for a sunrise or sunset, your lover is an actress.
Did you really think she’d stay?
For a sunrise or sunset.
You’re either coming or you just left but you’re always on the way.
Towards a sunrise or a sunset, a scribble or a sonnet.
They are really just the same.
To the sunrise and the sunset.
The master and his servant have exactly the same fate.
It’s a sunrise and a sunset.
From a cradle to a casket.
There’s no way to escape.
The sunrise and the sunset.
Hold your sadness like a puppet, keep putting on the play.
But everything you do is leading to the point
where you just won’t know what to do.
And at that moment you may laugh
but there is someone there who will be laughing louder than you.
So it’s true, the trick is complete.
become everything you said that you never would be.
You’re a fool! You’re a fool!
Sunrise, sunset.
Sunrise, sunset.
The sunrise and the sun sets.
Sunrise, sunset.
Sunrise, the sun sets.
Sunrise, the sun sets.
Sunrise, sunset.
Go home to your apartment
put the cassette in the tape deck and let that fever play.
Sunrise, sunset.
Where are you Arienette?
Where are you Arienette?

stay awake

"You see in way too much safety

Cause I don't stand a chance

Any longer than you do my friend

but you're still keeping me sane "

let's sail away with a whisper and a kiss.

let’s sail away past the noise of the bay
let’s sail away past the birth and death of the day
let’s sail away to where the blues and greens swirl into gray
let’s sail away
let’s sail away past the cradle of these waves
let’s sail away past the tide and its slow decay
let’s sail away to where the water goes-some endless open space
let’s sail away
take only what you need, my love, and leave the rest behind
don’t be afraid of where we’ll go, my love
i promise you will be fine
now you are the only one thats mine
let’s sail away past the reflections of the light
let’s sail away floating weightless through the night
let’s sail away like a photograph, fading to all white
it’s finally all right
forget all the mistakes my love
they won’t be made again
leave the photos in the drawer, my love
we no longer need them
we both know where we’ve been
let’s sail away disappearing in a mist
let’s sail away with a whisper and a kiss
or vanish from a road somewhere, like tereza and tomas,
suspended in this bliss.

You know how I feel.

Fish in the sea you know how I feel
River running free you know how I feel
blossom in the trees you know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Poison Oak.

I'm glad I can say that I'm not in that "love isn't real" state from this. I know that love is there, and that I didn't feel it with you. I couldn't have. If it's not there now, if it's not mutually felt than it wasn't there. I'm happy that that's what the case is. I'm happy that I know I will find love, and that I will find someone who's true. Something that is real, something new. A first. I feel awful for thinking I could tie someone down and tell them what love is, and that they loved me and that a relationship would work out just because I wanted it to. I wish it would work that way but it doesn't.
I still feel empty, I still feel lost. I just realized that I'm okay. I'll be okay. I'm always okay. I know that even if there's a hundred people in the room I'm still only missing one person and therefore I'm alone in my head. I know that I'm alone in feeling this in my situation. I know that my friends are frankly, fed up with my dramatics. However, I also know that there are more beautiful people out there. There are more people to care for and care about. There are more break ups to come, and more simple little things that will hurt me. I'm okay with knowing that. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay.

I have my drugs, I have my woman. They keep away my lonliness.

It will be music that heals me and I'll let it.

The shaded forests.

It was big, it was bright
It was wrong, it was right
It was dark, it was light
It was everything to me

I'm getting lost in your curls
I'm getting pushed back on a whim
Our breaths get wind
Back to the time when we were green
I know we have changed, but I still
grin, cause i can't wait to see you
Back to the time I touched your hair
I was so scared to look that mean
I think it's weird.