little soldier, little insect; you know war, it has no heart.

being unhappy with everything is all I ever write about, it's the only thing I ever notice. Mostly because happiness doesn't last forever. Little things like relationships mask loneliness, and loneliness makes you unhappy. Once your relationship is over, you really feel the way you always have in the beginning. I'm being anti social because I want to be, and I'm leaving relationships because I want to and I just want to start fresh, with a new mask and a new identity and just feel free.

Women looked and acted so much better then. It's beautiful to me.

Come together, right now over me.

For a song I was bought,
Now I lie when I talk
With a careful eye on the cue card.
Onto a stage I was pushed,
With my sorrow well rehearsed.
So give me all your pity and your money, now

In a house by myself,
I hear the ice start to melt,
And I'll watch the rooftops weep for the sunlight.
And I know what must change,
Fuck my face. Fuck my name,
They are brief and false advertisements...

There's something worth living for, and if it's anything right now; it's you. It's not perfect but i'd rather it this way than anything else.

I woke up near the sea.

"Start out like a sailor

And bring back all you need
So everyone else can
Try and get some sleep

It turns out you were into yourself
It turns out you could find your way out
Just once more for my baby girl

It turns out you were into yourself
It turns out you could find your way out

And so I woke up near the sea,
Sailing in my dreams
You are already falling back in love with me
Just fall back in love, yeah
Just fall back in love"

"if i broke my jaw for you
i'd find a broken tooth and rip it out
throw it in the water
where it'd flow into the river
let it out
out across the flood plain"

'cause I was a wave

"And I was a cage
A cage to you

And it has to been a year since I was sober
And I made a point to pinch my skin again
Its any minute now that I will wake you
Watching a woman sleep can get you scared"

"I could use a friend to say they love me

But im gonna make a sound you cant forget
And afterwards I swore that I would haunt you
Now im way to tired to give a shit

Cause I was a wave
Collapsing you"