I know I don't have who I want, and I know I wont ever. I know that each day gets harder and harder. It's to the point where I don't want to be left alone without my friends. I need my friends to keep me sane. I feel like I've lost everything and I'm right, I did. I know that the person I'm talking about does not care, and because of that, I don't think I should care but how can I not? I wasted more than a year of my life putting everything I had into one person. Everything only starts where it ends for the happy person. This is to the person who planned it, the person who makes me miserable. The person who's made me disgusted in myself and everything I've ever done for the past 15 months. The person who lied to my face, and ruined everything. Thank you.
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