"...Sometimes people use thought to not participate in life."

I sometimes wonder why i do what i do, and other times I'm very sure as to why I'm doing it. Now is that time where I'm second guessing every action since last April. I've made a lot of bad choices since then and i have no control over the outcome, yes, they're still coming. The outcome that is. Everything is piling up to the point where I'm just letting it happen because i don't have much control.
I see things, I keep quite about them, I understand them. That's a wallflower for you. However, I'm not so much as innocent as the one in the book. Fortunately, I'm getting there. I wish things were easy, and simple. Drama free, and happy. Now a days you need to get high to be happy. I think that's horrible. I'm scared because maybe since I've fucked up so much that I'm actually becoming a fuck up myself.

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