I'm just trapped in a nothingness now. I really could care less about other people. Even to the ones closest to me. Nobody's real anyways. It's all just an act. Just like when you first meet someone and they do their BEST to impress you and then a month later they're a completely different person. You end up not liking them for them anymore and you think they've changed. Really, they've just changed. It's weird. People will see ONE thing they like in someone and risk everything for a short amount of time just to realize they don't even like the rest of that person. So, their first action is to change you. Than the person being changed just gets miserable, the person changing just gets aggravated and controlling and they end up breaking up to repeat the cycle with someone else.
The controller and the controlled. I don't understand it really.
Also, may i add that someone will long for someone for so long and their first reaction to being together is just to hurt her one more time first to make her really know what she's getting into. Yeah, she'll let you hurt her, and she'll get right back in the spot she was in before. She'll be miserable for a long time until she gets annoyed, fed up, pissed off, and just plain old done and she wont let you go will she? She convinces you she loves you and you think you understand but do you? Do i? I don't know.
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